Tough

OH MY GOODNESS  it has been a tough time. I am home now but this time in hospital has been very difficult.

i awoke in recovery mid thursday sobbing. Every raw emotion was coming out of me. They gave me drugs & i was physically comfortable but the emotinal pain was raw.

 

laid awake all night day 1 watching the clock 1200 0100 0200 etc then in the morning got up for my first wee & shower but unfortunately fainted & the nurses called the resus team so I had ICU looking after me for a bit!

 

Then the look of anguish on Mikes face day in & out- too much to take.

On a positive note:

many flowers.... lots & lots of beautiful arrangements in soft pnk colours.

 

Lots of loving messages to me & Mike & the girls

 

So I am home now trying to heal, feeling like  life has stopped for a short time & not sure how long it will take to re start again.

I am tired but are recieving short vsits spaced out which is cheering me a lot.

Now the Reults:

On the good side the 2 tumours were LOW grade.

On the bad side there is spread to 1 lympth node.

 

More info coming this week- so just have to wait to determine what further treatment in involved.

 

Thank you everyone for all your love support encouragement & strength ...it truely does HELP xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx