Hi Tania
It sounds like you had a lovely day which is so nice and how cute your 4 yo is doing calesthenics. I bet she was gorgeous. It must have been a nice tired at the end of the day and I bet your daughter had a ball.
Like I mentioned before please don't let the tears go on to long, if you are worried try and make an appointment with your GP or a Councillor through Cancer Council or at least talk to someone from Cancer Council on the phone as even doing that will help, I am sure.
Not sure where you live but I am sure there should be a social worker through your local cancer council/McGrath Foumdation who may be able to help you get some home help/shopping/lawnmowing etc etc etc if you need that. If you explain your situation they should be able to make suggestions or organise it for you. Your breast nurse or chemo nurse should be able to put you in contact with someone who handles this.
Family mmmmmmmmm. I guess at least they are doing a lit bit to help like babysitting and phoning. It is so hard to deal with family without rocking the boat to much. At least if they call you that is a start and if they happen to say is there anything I can do to help you then that will be your queu to say actually yes there is thanks.
I wish you strength to get through this tough and emotional time you are going through. I haven't finished my treatment yet so not even sure how I will react/cope but I know I would need to reach out for help if I was finding it too hard to cope with my emotions on my own. Good luck my pink lady and we are all here for you.
Mich xo