Today is no better

Hi there Tanya

I can so relate to where you are at at the moment.  All I can say is if the crying, feeling lonely, sad and fatigued last for more than a couple of days, like the girls have said contact Cancer Council on 131120.  They do not work on weekends unfortuantley  as I know because I tried to call them today.  They are open 8am to 6pm Mon - Fri..... but there is also Health Direct 1800022222 OR Life line 131114.  Alternatively pick up the phone and call a friend, family member or neighbour, kindy or preschool mum anyone who you feel will be there for you.  It is sooo hard for family and friends to try and read us and understand what we need from them and just what we are going through.  I am very very sure if you ask for some help or explain how you are feeling to family, friends or neighbours they will be more than happy to help as best as they can.  We go through so many emotions on this rolla coaster ride that we are on whether it be fear, anger, sadness, grief, lonliness, feeling smothered by loved ones and so on and so on. 

I feel for you right now and you have reached out to us so I ask you to please reach out to your loved ones, neighbours anyone who you feel will be there for you but not just for you but for your precious lil daughter.  We are here for you if you need an ear or to vent or anything else you need to get you through.

So many of us pink ladies have been where you are now so we do understand and want to help.

Mich xo