Thinking of you and I know how you feel. I felt alone a lot of the time. I would keep myself busy with work and my girls. My husband was working away during my first chemo (AC) regime. That was hard. My friends were great at the beginning but have dropped off as time has gone on. I found that my work colleague and others I have met through work have been fantastic. During my dark days last year I had a wonderful volunteer who used to come into my classroom. She was with a church group and she used to clean my house for me ( no charge) once a week. Ahh the generosity of strangers! Work became my saviour - kept me busy and seeing people everyday. I worked 3 days a week during my chemo until the end of the year - T,W and Th. Treatment day was Friday ( 12weeks of Taxol/herceptin). If I didn't have work I would have been a mess!
Hang in there. It doesn't last forever. I also saw a councellor. I had 6 sessions which really helped. Go for it! It does help and we of all people need it. I've tried to find a support group here but without success. They are a good idea as well. Like-minded people.
Take care and blog away anytime. If I can help just message.
Alison xxx(Unfortunately in Perth!)