Hi Sharon,
Yes, there is always someone worse off but we all go through the why me's, the it's not fair, the I don't want to's. And quite frankly, you're entitled to feel like screaming. It's crap. I think acknowledging those feelings is part of the process. Tomorrow is another day and hopefully you will be able to pick yourself up and keep ploughing ahead. If you can't do that, you need to see your doctor and make sure that depression is not setting in. This is definitely the place to get those feelings out. Sometimes all you need is to verbalise/write those feelings out and know that you aren't the only one. Hang in there. Karen xox