Thanx for reply Nat. I'm sorry your not well either. It does help talking to someone who is in a similar situation. My GP suggested yesterday that I start taking regular panadol and neurofen to stay on top of the pain. I to was offered stronger Meds however like you I'm flat out taking panadol let alone anything else and as I'm a mum I didn't want to be a zombie either. I will start taking the panadol regularly and see how I go. I guess I feel that by taking regular pain medication I have to admit I'm in palliative care, and I know I am, it's just hard to get my head around. I guess I'm worried about what happens next, like broken bones, paralisys etc and how soon..
Thanku for reminding me to take one day at a time, I really need to do that. I hope the Tamoxifen helps u, have u had chemo etc? Luv T x