Three years on...

Hi Hazel. Thanks for your comments. Yes, I too thought that all would be good after I finished the treatment, got back to work and my hair grew back ( which after two years it is still not as I hoped it would be). Be aware I'm not complaining about it but I am a very different me. Most changes are for the better- my outlook on world and life I love the best. I'm not happy about my physical changes but I have alot to contribute to that myself- so I just have to find the motivation to do something about it. I'm cautious about who I talk to about "My Journey"- I soooo used to hate that phrase at the beginning but it really is a journey! I hadn't suffered from anxiety or depression before so it hit me like a rock when I did. As I said in the blog- I learnt to let people help me- Ms Independent that I am. But I was selective about who I talked to about it.  Good luck with it all. Look for help when you need it, there is so much around. Don't be afraid to ask. This website is great and support groups too. I found my group from this site. All the best and have a great Christmas...L