The death of the 'other' me?
Hi Ladies' I am really sorry i haven't been here much and contributed the way I used to....the tables have turned, it's my turn to be down in that abyss, as i have so often referred to it myself.......
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Hi read this and I see and I see myself. It is a tough trip. My daughter was home in October and we had a chat, she started to tell me how horrible I was to be around last Christmas. My heart broke because I thought I was hiding it from her.( She lives overseas and had come home) I knew how bad I was and went back to my counsellor.
I said to her why didn't you say something to me and she said mum you have just gone through treatment and when you were doing that you were pushing forward and just doing it, now that it is finished you are looking back and thinking holy crap it has been tough now I can breathe.
It will be 3 years for me next Feb and I'm still healing. Life is different so much has changed I'm now trying to take lots of leave from work and trying to put me first.
My motto is today is another day and I try to make the most of each day.
Don't be so hard on yourself listen I can her Inkpetal good vibes coming trough WooooooooWeeeeeeOOOeeee xxx
I said to her why didn't you say something to me and she said mum you have just gone through treatment and when you were doing that you were pushing forward and just doing it, now that it is finished you are looking back and thinking holy crap it has been tough now I can breathe.
It will be 3 years for me next Feb and I'm still healing. Life is different so much has changed I'm now trying to take lots of leave from work and trying to put me first.
My motto is today is another day and I try to make the most of each day.
Don't be so hard on yourself listen I can her Inkpetal good vibes coming trough WooooooooWeeeeeeOOOeeee xxx