Hi Ladies' I am really sorry i haven't been here much and contributed the way I used to....the tables have turned, it's my turn to be down in that abyss, as i have so often referred to it myself.......
Oh ScorpionQueen. It will get better. I promise. I hit my own rock bottom a month ago and since then the only way is up. Hang in there. Rest, recover, recuperate. Sending you heaps of hugs and strength.