Hi Kathryne, Are you on any meds ie Arimidex or Tamoxifen. (Maybe not whilst you are on chemo) But all the other drugs for chemo do some "funny" things to our bodies. I am with your husband - Christmas is just such a busy time and when you are on chemo too!!!!!!! Just go with the flow for now - if the tears fall well let them. You are going through" hell" at the moment with lots of excitement of the festive season thrown in. It is nearly 7 months since my chemo finished and I am exhausted from Xmas!!!!! It does take a while for the doom and gloom to subside. It is now just on 1 year since my second diagnosis and I am now starting to feel and think a "bit normal" again. Unfortunately it all takes time. Good luck with your last chemo - it really is a great feeling when it is all finished. XLeonie