Thank you both I needed to hear that. It is refreshing to get perspectives from women who have been through it or touched by it. I thought it somehow magically gets easier with time but every little bodily pain attracts health anxiety. I exercise and eat so much better then I used to but just can’t seem to rebuild the pieces. I also have a sick husband who is not a communicator and emotional support is not quite forthcoming. We have small kids and I really really want to be here for a long time for them :(. This has been a big hiccup!
Thank you for the link I will explore x