@Aalice
Agree with comments above!
There's no rule book on how we should feel and be back to normal. On this forum there's sometimes discussion on what is the perceived normal. Life is always evolving and has some hiccups along the way. Don't be cross with yourself - you are
not a failure - you are you and quite normal in your reactions. We all have different levels of tolerance and acceptance and no one is right or wrong. BCNA has a wealth of information on their website. The link below, I hope you find helpful
https://www.bcna.org.au/media/7421/bcna_anxietydepressionandbreastcancer_factsheet_jun19.pdfHopefully you will find some positive effects from taking the suggested medication from your GP
Take care and stay safe