jenpen
12 years agoMember
Super sensitive!
What is going on with my mood? I feel like a crazy, miserable cow....
Can we blame others for our meltdowns or is it all about our own choice on how we deal with things?
So, over the past 6 mont...
I too find that everyone thiks that treatment is over and I am back to normal. I get exhausted, I am back working full time and sometimes just trying to get through each day is a challange but these are things that we keep to ourselves.
My step daughter who I had always believed I had a good relationship with stayed away throughout my whole year of surgeries and treatments, I was so hurt, she has not once since asked me how I am. I know some people struggle with illness but thats a copout, she wasn;t even supportive of her father through that time. I agree its just plain rude!
Anyway my answer to this is now that they have to live with their actions, I have moved on, I acknowledge them but I no longer put myself out for them either.
The drugs do play havoc with our systems, be a little kind to yourself and accept that its going to take sometime.
Sending hugs
Donna