Thank you both for your comments <3
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I am slowly improving with going back to work. My attitude is to just do what I can and I set 1 goal at a time and complete it before I start another.
I still struggle with the workload but at least I don't go home crying.
Going back to work has made me realise how much I have changed since having cancer both physically and mentally.
I am now seeing a psychologist to help me deal with my frustrations and the changes that I am experiencing. I have become a different person and I just have to find the new me and do things that I enjoy.
Life is too precious to waste it on things you don't enjoy!