@primek
Kath just wanted to wish you a smooth transition from work to being a patient and recovering quickly.
Whenever a dedicated passionate person (like yourself) is due to go on holidays it appears to be a struggle to get away from work. Add the stress of this being a medical reason and you are being tested to the max.
Your nurse training will take care of the medical side of your emotions, it is the struggle to know that you've left your clients in good hands, the family is taken care of, the party is organised and oh and then there is you! As others have said it is time to put you first as you get in that vehicle to head to the new foobs!
Take care and sending you a virtual hug