I finished my chemo 6 weeks ago now,but I can still remember the anxiety before that first one! I don't know what I thought,because like you,I read all the posts on here,but I was still as nervous as all hell !!! As soon as they put that first needle in,I waited for something to happen,and of course,nothing did! When I got home,I was still waiting,as was my husband and daughter,like I was a ticking time bomb!!! And nothing happened! For most ladies,the actual chemo session itself,is a non event.Try not to worry,and remember to let us know how you go:) Cheers Robyn.xoxo