I agree totally with Sophollie. We are entitled to feel sad or scared or angry or all of these emotions and more even when we get good news. It doesn't mean we are not pleased with good results, it is just that regardless of that we still have cancer and that is scarey. Take good care of yourself. Like all of us, we need to "stay in the now and not get ahead of ourselves". No one really knows what the future holds so we dour best to focus on the now and what we do have. Be kind to yourself. You are not alone. Thanking you for sharing.