so they say "try and stay postive " AGH!!!!
Oh such well meaning words!! and listen I do not doubt for one minute that they are said with well meaning BUT!!! there are some days when you want to scream at them and say.........."What about........
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thanks Jandy
yes that statistic is a good one I think. I dont think its realistic to think we can be positive and centred and calm etc etc..when as if fighting for our life isnt enough we also have all the dreadful suffering that chemo brings. i think on the scale of things Im doing good . i cope as much as I can and I cry to let it out. I scream when its appropriate and I laugh when I look back and think WOW did I really do that or say that lol. i see the funny side in retrospect and thats a good thing.
When this is over I will probably forget most of the really bad days . I have always had a gift of that but i will retain the feelings of how I fought even on tthe bad days and never never gave up even when screaming out the words WHY ME!!!
If this is a test of strength or fortitude or resilience or courage then I am very high in the class of 2013, and will graduate with honours come the end of the year as weall will
love to you all
Terry