so they say "try and stay postive " AGH!!!!

Hi Terry, it's ok to not be positive all the time. Who is, sick or well? It's ok to be angry, cranky, tired or hate the world. Another one I hate is, you're doing really well. Um what about all the nagging pains I have that I try to not worry about? Or the side effects don't get me started on those. I'm not sure which chemo you are doing at the moment but I found week 7 of Taxol to be the hardest so far emotionally. I think if you're feeling well enough, a little retail therapy wouldn't go astray. I dragged myself up to Bunnings and bought some nice flowering plants, pots and potting mix with some birthday money I had gotten three weeks earlier. When I felt up to it potted them out myself, and I must admit I do enjoy going out and looking at them and watering them. Regards Cheryle:)