Hi @Nadi. I remember how awful it was for you when it went in, and the trouble you had with it to start with. My oncologist has just referred me to have mine out, so I'm waiting to hear back. Mine's been in for 2&1/2 years now, so I guess it's time. I still feel like it's my safety blanket. It doesn't bother me getting it flushed every 6 weeks either. I'd rather that then ever having to have another one put in!!!
I think we go through so much, trying so hard to keep it all together, and then it's the smaller things that bring us undone.
You'll be in my thoughts tomorrow. Let us know how it all goes.
Lyn