So sorry to hear your story, we cope the best we can, it really is a rollercoaster and just when you hit the peak down you go again.
It's more than OK to fall in a heap, let your family know that you are not superwoman. You can be the ox stuck in mud.
I am due to have ovaries/hysterectomy on Wed, someone asked it I was nervous, to which I have said no as I am pleased to lower my risks, but deep down I am really sad that this whole bc crap has put me in this situation.
I am also not a good rester, so the 8 weeks recovery for this op willl be hard. I am sellf employed and love my job, but will have to sit back and watch my team do it for me.
The best thing about your children is that they will love you unconditionallly and will be there to give you a cuddle.
Take care and look after yourself.
Viv
