So many thoughts...
I don't know where to start :-).
I don't expect a response - I am just writing what is going through my head - maybe somewhere down the track someone like me will find this and relate :-)
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Way to go for getting your emotions out there - it always feels better once it's out. I know what you mean about people always telling you the bad stories - so frustrating!!!! But, just know that the odds ARE in your favour and you will be okay. It's always helps me to remind myself that I could just as easily die in a car accident or some other strange and unexpected way and that the odds of that happening are probably higher right now than dying of cancer!
Just remember - cancer is just a word. A scary word but still just a word. You will beat this. Keep getting your thoughts out in the open - it's liberating! And, one day when you've come through your treatment and are back to living your "normal" life you can read how far you've come.
Best of luck. Keep smilin'. Hugs..xxxxx
Dawn