Well Hazel ...I've just got home from my last docetaxol !!! Naturally just now feeling pretty hyped up on the dex and quite reasonable but I know what lies ahead ...neulasta shot tomorrow and by Friday I won't be a happy bunny but I have planned a really really quiet week . In 3 weeks time it might sink in that I don't have to do this again ....seems so surreal at the moment ! The good thing about being TNBC is that's it ....no more drugs ... Just gotta strap on a pair of wings and fly into a new unchartered place where I'm sure the view is far more beautiful than the recent one . Hang in there Hazel my dear , don't give up . You are soooo close . Just close your eyes and visualise the last time they take the infusion out ...it will be here before you know it . In the meantime take good care and call in the cavalry sooner rather than later for help xxx Karen