Self image

Hi Julie, I googled Oman mountain what a beautiful place, do you live there? I'm in Adelaide South Australia. I decide New Years eve was going to be my show and tell night, we had a great night out. My partner was quite drunk me stone cold sober I'm not drinking at the moment I read somewhere it helps with the hot flushes... They are back with a vengeance at night. I finally got out of him what he was worried about thinking he may be turned off or upset and what he said was he was worried he might laugh as he has visions of a squashed soccer ball. He did laugh at his aunts funeral it's what he did rather than cry... Men are strange beasts. Anyway he said he would look in the morning, I told him I really wanted a picture to post on here. Well in the morning I wasn't going to let him off the hook, I just said it's about time and whipped off my nightie, he looked then winced and looked away then back again. I explained that I wasn't upset by his reaction and that was the first time he'd seen it and I've been looking at it every day for weeks. After a bit he said I understand more now and can understand my wanting a reconstruction. So it was a win got us talking. The fear was definitely worse than the doing. I feel quite liberated now and realize it was something I really needed to do. Thank you so much for your support, you made a difference