Hi Karen,
I was very sad to hear about all that you have been through and realize I'm very lucky not to have had further treatment.
I have yet to discover how I will feel after reconstruction but I'm trying to stay positive although sometimes that's impossible.
I have lots of clothes that I will not wear at the moment if ever again. I have bought a couple of loose tops that I can hide in. I'm sleeping in old t shirts too.
I was thinking maybe I need a whole new wardrobe, I have tried shopping for clothes but I'm very self conscious and usually end up coming home empty handed. Then I think why bother as I might need different things after reconstruction.
It's a very confusing time...
Wishing you all the best in your recovery
Louise x