You are so normal!!! I remember those early days after diagnosis,waiting for chemo to start.I was scared absolutely witless in the beginning,and looking back now,I feel that a lot of the fear was from the preconceived ideas that I had about Cancer and chemo.Ideas that probably come from what we hear on TV and read in the papers.BC is treatable,and chemo side effects are manageable also,so please try not to worry TOO much.This network of wonderful ladies can support you throughout your treatment,and before you know it,you will have the end in sight.I am 15 months past my last chemo,and I feel fantastic.I also feel as though I could manage anything now.Take care and let those around you care for you.Cheers Robyn.xox