Riduculous and frustrating! ***Rant warning***

@Zoffiel its hard to swim upstream. Actually they are not helping you swim at all. There is never a welcome mat when you become ill.
 Rather than go out of their way to help the forces that be make sure lots of lovely hurdles are placed in the way.
Ranting is good. Feeling fed up yep .Actually having the energy to illicit change is exhausting. 
Why does it have to be this way? No idea