We sound very simular in our attitudes to this rubbish. For me it was one thing to get my head around the gravity of having TNBC, but then I threw in the BRCA1 gene mutation & the shitty numbers that go along with that, and I simply tell people, "Well, I'm not going to half do Breast Cancer....." what else can I say? Theres no point crying or digging myself a hole & waiting for it to get me. I just have to get on with my chemo for now, hysterectomy in January & double reconstructive mastectomy in Jan/Feb. After that it's time to hit LA & Disneyland, sell the house, ride & live more!
Am I scared about the return of my cancer? A little, but I'm not going to let TNBC & BRCA define my life. I'm only 41 & have a whole lot more living to do.
As for your scooter thoughts....DO IT!!!!! I got my bike licence about 4 years ago & I absolutly feel alive with the engine roaring & the wind in my face. I'm sure scooters are just as much fun! I ride a Ducati Monster. We're doing North to South Vietnam for my 50th Birthday ;)
Love Sam xoxox