Hi Janine
I'm sorry to hear about your reaction. Have you had a scan to see how the treatment was helping your liver mets? It seems everyone treats differently. Would you consider a second opinion? I've only had one break in 2 1/2 years at my request - to go on holiday. My oncologist is very proactive. I think in your position I'd be feeling pretty similar. What has helped me is being super informed so that my oncologist and I make decisions together.
As for surgery jump up and down, you are not having chemo at the moment - maybe you can have the operation. Try to be the one in charge - it really helps.
A xxx