I'm so sorry things aren't going along as you had expected Janine. It's not fair! I get what you mean about feeling deflated and ripped off. We are thrown so many unexpected curve balls along this journey. Once you are used to the idea of a certain treatment, the goal posted are changed. As much as I was happy and relieved not to have to go through the last cycle of taxatere because of quite bad neuropathy in my hands, I also became fearful and felt very vulnerable for a while and scared that this would affect the chance of recurrence somehow. After talking it through with my Oncologist until I understood the situation, I now feel better about not having the last treatment. I'm also now on herceptin but I'm taking Femara tablets daily as well. Let us know how you get on with the Herceptin and know that your pink sisters are here to listen anytime you want to vent.
I'm sending you a hug right now.
Love Janey xxx