panic has set in

Hi Mich,  I guess you have had a couple of treatments now and are gearing up for your daughter's wedding on Saturday.  Hope all goes well for  her and you are able to enjoy the day with family.  Are you having two different types of chemo, 3 of one and then 3 of the other?  All ok with me,back to see my GP in a few weeks and my surgeon for my 6 monthly check up.  I work at Easterfest here in Toowoomba for 3 days over Easter, in catering.  Have you heard of Easterfest?  Sadly,  I just lost a beautiful lady that came to my aid in hospital when I had my mastectomy in October 2008.  After 4 years she lost her battle.  She lived in Western Queensland and doctors misdiagnosed her breast cancer 4 years ago.  By the time they diagnosed her she had secondary in her bones.  She had chemo prior to having her mastectomy in October 2008 and had many rounds of chemo trying to keep it in the bones.  They moved to Toowoomba so she could be close to doctors and specialists.  She was so cheerful and such an inspiration to me when I fell in a heap after being diagnosed.  I am just so glad that our paths crossed.  I hope you keep going ok, remember you are one third of the way through now, one more and you will be half way.  That is how i looked at my chemo.  All the best, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Jill  xxx