Never goes away does it?

Hi hi I totally agree it never leaves us....even when we as in me even when I'm talking about other things it's still there and as for me I was diagnosed with dcis in Jan this year had my op 2 weeks later but not with clear margins so the surgeon said I have to have radiation treatment 25 of them so I started that on the 1 st of March  finished up on the 7 th April 

soreness has just about gone now but have been told I won't be able to have any tests done till at least 12 months which is a very long time not knowing if they have got it all ... It really gets me down sometimes some days I just want to cry my eyes out but I don't as I don't want to upset my hubby who has been great thru this all and also my 12 yr old son but some days as you said it's hard to keep saying to people when they ask how are you going that I'm doing good ... I am I guess I feel ok it's the just not knowing 

well that's my rant so it's good to know that I'm not the only one this is the first time I have actually said how I feel it's good to let it out 

thanks and I hope you feel better and it's good news that you get from your doc.

hugs kate