Hello Natalie ,
Thinking of you today with your appointment ...I'm still early in this whole "trip" with my last chemo next week , but I worked for many years with BC women ... It's really difficult for anyone who has had a cancer diagnosis not to feel anxious about a cough, pain, headache etc . There is also a great deal of grief associated with a cancer diagnosis and surgery .....and grief is a sneaky bugger ; just when you think you're doing well and seem from the outside to be back to " normal " BAM !! It gets you from behind . As wonderful and supportive as our family and friends can be , sometimes it's good to unburden to someone completely removed . I do hope you're having a better day :) hugs Karen