Hi I finished active treatment in May this year, it is very strange not having your time filled with appointments. I have returned to full time work and yes I struggle some days, my life is different. I also went and seen a cousellor as I felt I needed to talk about how I was feeling I found it difficult to talk to my family about some things , this helped me it is not for everyone. I take it one day at a time and plan for the future as today is a new day, I know I will always worry about bc returning but if it happens then I just need to deal with it. I beleive life is a blessing and we need to laugh and enjoy as much as possible. Take care of yourself tomorrow is another dayxx