Hi Karen
It is ok to be petrified. It is scary. I don't think anyone who has faced this wouldn't admit to being scared to some degree. That's a shame that you didn't get to have your good riddance party but perhaps you can save that for somewhere else along the process you are embarking on. (I think that's a great idea for a party) Wishing all the very best for Thursday. You will be in my thoughts. The extra health complications will make things hard so if you need to vent or need some inspiration this is this place to come. We are all in this together. Karen xox