Melg
14 years agoMember
My new found confidence
Just wanted to share an experience I had today that has made me feel good.
Today I walked into a room full of strangers feeling extremely confident in myself and my abilities. That confidence came as a big surprise. It was my first day of a Diploma of Community Services, a course i have wanted to do for a long time.
At the beginning of the session we were asked to talk about ourselves, our jobs and our goals. I volunteered to go first and spoke about my job as a preschool teacher . I then very proudly said " I have breast cancer and i am currently undergoing chemotherapy." It was a huge thing for me to hear myself say that so easily... I really have come along way. The room went quiet. I then said " please don't feel uncomfortable talking to me about it, I'm happy to answer your questions."
My tutor led a quick discussion and I said my only concerns were my chemo brain and that taking my scarf off may make people uncomfortable.
Our unit of study was effective communication which was so relevant for me today.
I really believe that the challenging days we face during our journey make us so much stronger and resilient. I found having to really concentrate and take notes for the whole day both physically and emotionally draining but I left at the end of the day feeling fantastic.
I am so glad I decided to enrol in this course and educating fellow students on breast cancer was just a bonus.
Mel xxx