sillysam83
15 years agoMember
My little Cry
So last night I had a little cry a bit over it really. Over this part of my journey. & I know alot of u ladies out there are having a tough time too, & I know how lucky I am that I should b all clear...
I understand how you feel, I am many times crying because I dont want to hurt my body anymore, I think in the biopsy (actually there were 3 of them), mammograph, CT and Bone scan (which added more radiation into my body) the surgery and now I need to star chemo...ohhh I need to feel like a normal young woman again, enjoying my 6 months old baby and my lovely husband, why I need to spend hours in a Hospital? But I also think this journey has made me a better person, I feel I can see other people with cancer and for first time in my life I UNDERSTAND THEM, before this happened to me I was worried about silly things, wasting my time and energy in shallow and meaningless stuff...SO, NOW DEAR ENJOY THIS PRESENT...THIS DAY...THIS MOMENT...AND YOU WILL REALISE IS NOT AS BAD AS YOU THINK!!!