Hi Nellie,
I think most of us have been in your boat during our treatment. I have had the hardest cries in my life during my treatment and I'm sure I'll cry many times again before its all over. I kept myself strong for my family and friends but it all caught up to me about the same time as you. I went to see a counsellor which is something I thought I'd never do but she did help so give it a go, can't be any harm. Remember you are human and you need to let out all those pent up emotions. As Deb and Annie said, be kind to yourself and we are all thinking of you.
Love Janey xxx