LOSER
So please bear with me. This may seem self indulgent. I have to get it out. Maybe I am not alone in my feelings.
I work hard to stay positive, to maintain some hope as it seems to be running out. I...
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"Jim did not lose his battle - we just ran out of options" This is the current ad with Jim Styene's wife. He always came across as such a strong determined man - and I am sure he was. Reality would assume that he had "bad days" as well. He too had a young family that he was determined to not let go of. During this bc journey I have encountered so many incredible amazing human beings. It is difficult to comprehend how "they keep on trying to ...." so hard to put into words. I am just "blown away" by the resilence, determination etc etc etc. I know WHY but I am still blown away. I am not going to say it breaks my heart....that's just so shallow and all about me. I just can't fathom exactly WHY human beings have to "do" this challenge. I have read loads of spiritual books and can only reason that "this is our learning for better things" . It is hard to learn at the expense of loved ones though. I have experienced and "learnt" so much from these special people (including YOU Amanda) that my head spins. Some of us are teachers, some of us are followers, some of us "way above the lot". You Amanda are in the last category who will never stop questioning. XLeonie