It's not all Kylie

Lol- I agree I make jokes all the time so that I don't cry! My 4yr old rolls her eyes in a very comical way whenever I watch or hear something sad, cos then I'm blubbering and she says in the cutest voice" Not again mummy- here's a tissue for your nose and one for your eyes" . I tried some lube stuff- cant remember what it was; based on kiwi fruit( I think) OMG'!!!!!! I really was screaming- it felt like acid burn and I was whincing and biting my lips when doing a wee for the next couple of hours. Onc told me to put Pjur on a pad & wear it for 3 days to give moisture back to area- told my hub & he was so"well that's just such a turn on!" had to agree:-) My GP asked me to ask my onc if I cd use a topical estrogen before pap smear- Im not allowed to have it cos my( I love owning it) cancer is too estrogen receptive(85%) but maybe ur onc will let u- worth asking the ?. 50 shades of grey- too funny!! Good luck - I think it's affirming that I'm not alone and you're not alone in the far reaching impact on you AND your husband! X