My heart breaks for you beautiful Adean. The last time I saw you life was so different. We were all so happy and heading off to happiness. Our children are part of us so if we are who we are then they get some of that. You now have each other to share your strengths between. No one to take the whole load - just share. I shield my daughters and sisters from this disease. If I can do everything then I must be well. I will continue to do this as long as I can. Every so often it hits me in the face. I am sending you hugs, joy and anything you need lovely Adean because you deserve good. Hug your daughter as hard as you can - hugs are such healers. XLeonie