I hate this

Hi All you Wonderful Ladies.  Thanks so much  for the support. Feeling a bit average after the infusion. Tired, headache, on and off nausea and just generally not feeling right. I have made an executive decision to have tomorrow off work and to just take the time I need. Hubby had the day off today and he has stripped the beds and re-made them, taken care of our son, folded the 3 baskets of washing I had sitting there, bought in all the washing that was on the line and folded it and put it away and made tea! My brother, girlfriend and i arrived at the hospital at 7.30am, we left home at 6 and got home just after 4.30pm. It's a big day. I'm going to have an early night and combined with some rest tomorrow, I'm hoping I will feel a bit better and a bit more able to cope. I think you are right Steph, we do need to honour our feelings. I spend so much time putting on the brave face and facade, just as much to myself as everyone else, that when I can't do it anymore for whatever reason, I tend to drop my bundle completely. I hate putting negative messages out but sometimes you just need to get it out. Thanks again for listening and the support.

karen xox