I hate having cancer!
I hate having cancer! I hate not being being able to do 5 things in a day without feeling exhausted, I hate that i have to rely on people to drive to me places in the first week and a half as my meds...
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the doctors and your medical team do forget the emotion side needs support and its good to rant, but the chemo's can make you more depressed and if your not like that, its very alien to you, but once your aware there a ways to help that.
perhaps look for a counsellor to help you with this if you feel the need as it can be easier to speak with a neutral 3rd party about all the shitty scary stuff
rather than family and close friends who are pertrified of losing you and trying to deal with it also.
but sit back with some of the side effects, I have a disclaimer, its chemo weeek, I wont make sense, tell me about it later so we can have a laugh. I have work emails that came back with What the ????
several people have told me, to go with food cravings, its your body telling you whats missing after the chemo and I salt cravings, cheese, crackers, twisties etc.
you could try a naturpath solution for thrush, soak garlic clove over night in water, dip tampon in garlic water and insert, it upsets the acidity for the bad bacteria.
hope some of this helps, B