I can finally lift my arm after surgery

Hi Chris,

I really needed to hear that, It's really hard to explain my feelings to anyone at home as they don't understand the emotional side of things such as my husband is from Sri Lanka and yesterday he announced he wants to move to Sri Lanka and open a bed and breakfast and I just can't think that far ahead yet I don't have my Pathology results so I don't know what I'm facing yet and that to me is kind of scary, I know I want to change my life but how I don't know he just wants us to do something as a family and wants suggestions but I just can't give him any and he doesn't understand. I'm really happy I'm recovering faster than I thought but I can't make big decisions like that yet emotionally I'm a mess it's only been 1 week since surgery I suppose It'll get better with time men just don't understand what having bc does to you inside and how much it affects you emotionally, on the bright side thinking of my daughter who's 9 allways makes me happy and what she does makes me laugh.

lots of hugs

anitaxx