@arpie My last surgery was the 30/3/21 and it has been a difficulty to years - mentally, emotionally and physically quite draining. I am back at work and have felt more like myself than I have in the last 6 months. Yet, that phone call came and it has set my mind racing again, with all the same old worries /concerns hitting me like a sledgehammer. So, I just wanted to talk tonight with someone to debug the worries and sit on the positive fence again. I expect you understand where I am coming from?