Halfway through chemo

Thanks to you lovely kind women. I was a bit low when I posted this. My boys are competitive swimmers and for the first time I couldn't be there for a swim meet. It makes me feel isolated when I can't do the things I used to do. Thanks Silke and Hazel for your encouragement and support. I didn't know other people we're experiencing anxiety too. It's not talked about as much as nausea and hair loss. But you won't find me on here in the middle of the night, the dr put me on Ativan every night and I sleep really well. I've tried not taking it but the bad thoughts seem to come at night or I have nightmares. Thanks Liz for the info about Taxol. I'm glad you got through without being sick. I'm hoping I won't be as sick on it. I had heard about the finger nail problem. It's weird that at the moment my hair (the stuff I have left) and finger nails are growing so fast. Thanks for listening to me carrying on. I've had a lovely day swimming and a catch up with old friends. Trying to be positive again. But thank you for being here to listen. I wish all of you the very best with your journey.