im about to have my second operation in 7 months, my goals are to get through it as well as possible and to look forward to celebrating my 50th birthday in july with family. we are planning a 2 week trip to my parents, daughter and a sister in gosford and my inlaws in brisbane, than back to melbourne to spend time with my son in melbourne. on way back to melbourne i will be going to see my brother in law and nieces and nephew and to visit my sisters grave as she sadly passed away last september from secondary cancer. once operation and treatment is over my main goal is to lose weight so im healthier. i know its a long journey but i was hoping i would of been over this journey by now but seeing a second surgeon after my follow up mammogram she seems to think the cancer is still in me after my first operation last august, so im ready to do it all again and kick its butt this time. :)