Get Well soon Dear K. @kmakm

@kmakm...I must say the excessive lachrymal leaking has pretty much stopped now, but it did last about a year. Crying. for me was also something seldom done before this. My late (fuck he's not late, he's dead)brother and I spent five years in a childrens' home, where crying marked you out for bullying and afterwards, when she remarried and took us out, the female who gave birth to me used to have a quaint habit of beating me with whatever was at hand and yelling "cry you bitch and I'll stop". So for me to be reduced to this blubbering mess was quite a shock, but once the valve was opened, it just flowed. For me, on reflection, I think it was the feeling that my own body had betrayed me...parents, the general public, friends, whoever...fine, but my own body going feral and trying to do me in...Nuhhh. But I reckon it did me the world of good in the end, as it was a great pressure release, which I had seldom utilised before. Happy eating and pooping...both take on a  whole new significance, don't they? xoxo