Hi Joey,
I so understand your anixety and how scary the journey ahead is.
Like you, I'm having TC chemo. Unlike you, I haven't reacted to it. But I've been in hosp all wkend and still in as my white cell count has dropped & I spiked a high temp. Plus my Dr advised that in one of my blood tests , my levels were raised so now freaking out (& trying not to) abt what the chemo is doing to my body! I don't want to finish this course of treatment & then have to deal with something else not working right.
You must have a gd enough relationship with your ex for him to come over & provide you with some support which is great. I think your friends will want to help and support you if you told them what you need from them. I have started to say 'yes' to offers of help. Could your friends help with practicals like meals, laundry, errands & of course, just company?
Do wish you all the best with next TC. You will be well looked after.
All the best, Jacqui