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Molly001
8 years agoMember
Found new lump in dissected armpit this morning.
Hi everyone, I've not been on here for a few months as my life's been pretty full of non-cancery things. I recently left the family home with my two little ones and it's been an intensely stressful and emotional experience. Anyhow, this morning whilst showering, I found a lumpy area in the armpit which has had all the nodes removed with my mastectomy. I'm less than a year out of active treatment. I was on tamoxifen but switched to zoladex & exemestane a few months ago. I'm also on a clinical trial investigating palbociclib as a preventative. The feel of the lump is all too familiar, but I just don't want to face it. I don't want to tell anyone because sharing the knowledge of its existence means it's really there and I have to do something about it. I'm giving myself a day of denial then I'll have to think about that shit-awful process of scans and needles to confirm helldom. I'm not sure, even, if I should contact my breast surgeon or my oncology trials team. Damn this Ahole SOB disease. Any lymph-cleared, irradiated ladies out there, can you tell me if lumpy scar tissue might be a possibility? Marg @Zoffiel I know you had a local recurrance in the axilla. How did this play out for you? Any help or advice would be appreciated!
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- SisterMember@pennikins I'm hoping that you don't have to worry about private or public but if you do, check with your specialist about the gap first. My surgeon, knowing my circumstances, didn't charge a gap - he works in both the public and private system but I saw him as a private patient. My onc, I think, either charged a very small gap at the beginning or none at all (too freaked out at the time to remember). The genetics onc didn't charge her usual gap of $240 and $120 - bulk-billed me. It's always worth asking. Of course, you still have to go public for hospitals if that's the case so it has to be someone who does work in both sectors.
- kmakmMemberWhereabouts are you @Molly001? My course was run by Eastern Health (public hospital division in Melbourne) and 14 sessions and two individual assessments cost me the grand sum of $10. I heard about it from my oncologist who knew of three courses and said this was the one her patients raved about.
@Pennikins I went private and while there were aspects of it that have been fantastic, there are also aspects that haven't been. And I don't just mean the gap payments! At times I've been quite envious of some of the public health experiences I've read about here.
I've found this forum to be so helpful for me. It's an amazing hive mind I reckon! K xox - PennikinsMemberThank you so much ladies I’ve never used this network before the first time around I’ thought I had it in the bag. My first post and now I know a) there is a help line I can call and b) someone who advocated public.
cant thank you both enough already, I really appreciate it. - Molly001Member@kmakm I would really like to see an exercise physiologist. I have a chronic diseases care plan, so 5 medicare visits to a specialist. I was going to see a physio for my sciatica, but that's settled for now so I mi g t look into it.
@Pennikins my heart goes out to you. It's tough. Try not to overthink it, get it checked out & process the result when you get it. Easier said than done, but worry changes nothing. I went fully public & my treatment/team was amazing. Let us know how you go. - kmakmMember@Pennikins What a rough time you've had. Don't let the ache drag you into a vortex of worry if you can help it. Go get the doc to check it out. Your girls want you here more than they want to avoid anything else. If you'd like to, give the BCNA helpline a call tomorrow to talk it through. You might find that helps a bit. 1800 500 258. Let us know how you get on. K xox
- PennikinsMemberHi Molly I think we are leading parallel lives. I’m a single mum whose marriage broke down, two girls, finished treatment 2 years ago.
my right arm same cancer side has been aching for three days my foob hurts to touch my chest wall on the top above my foob hurts when I press it. It all sounds too familiar. I never felt a clear lump the first time but just the same symptoms of pain that turned out to be a cluster of eight grade 2 tumours.
im terrified. I don’t want to put my girls through any of this again. I don’t have the strength. Being a single mum was tough that I’ve even ceased private health. I’ve no idea how it works in the public system.
Please keep me posted as to how you go xxx - AfraserMemberNothing bad, and nothing weird. Excellent all round.
- SisterMemberGreat news!
- kmakmMemberYay! :)
Have you looked into an exercise physiology course? I've just finished one and it's so good to feel stronger. K xox - ZoffielMemberThat is excellent news. Mxx